Thursday, March 29, 2007

Self Reflection? Letting Go of the Past?

I logged on MSN for the first time in months yesterday, and I was overwhelmed. I knew an AryaVarwin topic occasionally popped up on GZF or whatever, but there's just a very overpowering feeling when you get about 40+ messages within a matter of two minutes. I had to change my name to let people know that I was NOT coming back to GunZ, which is what people seemed to be curious of. People never forget.

Amongst interesting conversations was one I had with a GZF forum mod. I wanted him to confirm, or at least admit, what I knew all along, and had a deal of success in it. For one, this GZF mod admitted to me that there was NO real reason I was banned from GZF. There was a reason, but it was not for breaking any rules.

The unprofessionalism of GZF truly does astound me. Citizen tells his mods "I don't want this to seem like a job. I want everyone to just have fun with it." is a complete joke. Do you realize the criticism the police would take if their officers were told "JUST GET OUT THERE AND HAVE FUN GUYS"? Now I know that GZF mods are not cops, but in a sense, they are. As moderators, they are basically forum police. Their job is to enforce the rules. Simple as that.

mod·er·a·tor (mŏd'ə-rā'tər) Pronunciation Key n.
One that moderates, as:
One that arbitrates or mediates.
One who presides over a meeting, forum, or debate.

Now anyone in a mediation power, be it a judge, a cop, or something as simple as the overseer of an internet forum, there is one crime that is the worst. And that is favoritism. When you are mediating, or arbitrating, one should remain dead in the center, and favor the one in the right. If you side with one person for any other reason, you are showing favoritism, and you are no longer an overseer. You are a dictator.

This same GZF mod has admitted to me "Well it was either we ban you and piss off you + your supporters or ban the people flaming you and piss them off, so Citizen decided to ban you" Instead of trying to resolve issues in a professional and unbiased manner, they simply took the easy road and banned Arya.

Honestly, getting banned isn't the real reason. I can proxy or VPN a connection anytime, remake a different alias, and be back on GZF. If I wanted to be a real pain in the ass, I could simply write up a script for generating forum usernames and switching proxies with ease and have an "AryaVarwin2" etc. etc. thing going. Banned? Just hit a button, fill in a username/PW, and keep on going. The powerplay itself in banning AryaVarwin isn't why i'm against GZF.

It's the corruption. It's the fact that I think that only myself, one of the GZF mods who's loyal to me over Citizen, and a few others know truly how corrupt the site is. Others can see it, but only a few know the extent of things. Even MAIET is beginning to abandon GZF and the community, which does me a lot of good. Sure, we hate GZF, but the fact that a site with such bias and a staff that's no better then trained monkeys is sanctioned by MAIET and used practically as an official forum? That's what gets me.

In the end, the mod suggested that I take some time to reflect on myself, let go of the past, and forget about the whole thing. Simply make a new alias on GZF, start a new legacy, and go through with my plans without causing GZF any more strife.

But honestly, do you think they deserve to be let off the hook that easy?

Monday, March 26, 2007

Some Things Never Change

Looking back on GunZ itself, and looking to GunZ now as almost a complete outsider, it's confirmed what i've been saying all along: Things will never change. Never. Glancing over the topics of discussion at GZF, it's still the same thing. The same old worn out faces, and the same losers who try to make up for their lack of personality, real life, and skill at one of the most simplistic and relatively pointless games(GunZ) by degrading themselves to the point where they have so little class and respect for others and for themselves that their more glaring weaknesses can go under the radar.

To put it more simply, it's diversion. Scrub players like Toktok, Bunkai, Shunli, and Hiata are not what you may think. All of them have skill(Except Bunkai. I had so many screenshots/replays of me 14-1ing this kid I deleted them all) but they are overhyped to the point where the average player may think they're demi-Gods. Far from it. Instead, these players have taken their mediocre skill and fit themselves in with the masses. The same masses who had to combine the collective suck of so many little 14 year olds to waste their lives away trying to bring down a woman they didn't know over the internet. Good times.

GunZ is not evolving. It's not maturing like games should. This can be attributed to the games relatively simplistic concept from the start, the fact it has recieved NO real development since the day it was released in 2005(What? You actually thought Duel mode was within the past year? ROFL!) and it's community who continues to cripple it.

Personally, I think getting away from GzF has helped me more then it's hurt me. Despite the best efforts of the GzF mod staff to kill me, they've failed. What's done is done, and the GunZ community will never forget the name of AryaVarwin. Instead, what they've done is given me a sort of martyr status amongst more people then they'd like you to know. If anything, i'd rather be remembered as the person who stood up for what she thought was right, alone if necessary, and was not afraid to call things the way they were.

All you need to remember, is that name. AryaVarwin. Citizen's name, after he's collected on GZF and milked it for all it's worth, won't be remembered for anything. But names like Kraise and AryaVarwin... well, those names will never die.

P.S. Maybe the next article I post will be about how free and liberated I feel after leaving behind the BS of GunZ and it's community and playing WoW... but you already knew that.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Still Alive, Better Than Ever!

Figured i'd make a short(Well, short for my standards) post and let the people who still occasionally check this page: I'm NOT dead. I'm still alive, and i'm better than ever. Now that we've established that much, i'll throw out a few more things.

1) I made a 5minute checkup on GZF + IJJI GunZ, and nothing really shocked me. GZF is trying to further cash in on it's monopoly as the only GunZ site, and they're doing it now. The GunZ population, at this rate, can only get lower.

Even if they're beginning to add in some of the long withheld features to try to keep a playerbase, I don't think it's enough. When it boils right down to it, the game itself is relatively primitive, and the community will never grow up. These two things alone will kill the game, slowly but surely. For now, it's managing to stagnate the community.

I checked GZF, and after a few posts, I saw few, if any, new faces. Just the same old losers who can't let the game die. FFS.

2) Wow guys, you finally discovered Pacen. Snooze. He was my early prediction as a successor to one of the top spots in GunZ, and I finally see more and more people are beginning to recognize that. He was a highly underrated guy when I played with him, but his skill was there. And now I read GZF and people are like "OMG HE HITS LMOST ALL SHOTS LOL" He was doing exactly that long ago before you nerds discovered him. Maybe if you'd bother taking your head out of Curse's ass and looked around, you'd see that there's far superior players.

I've played a good deal with Pacen in the past, and we've 1v1'd on many occasions before I left. Each time it was close. I've never technically lost to the guy, but I have tied him on at least one occasion, and the times I did beat him were within a few rounds swing. So the guy is definitely top rate, and I highly doubt I could take him without at least a day or two of practice and getting back into it. And on that note..

3) I'm not coming back to GunZ now, nor anytime soon. No, I have not established a name. No, I will not be coming back anytime soon. World of Warcraft is such a fine game, I still find myself enjoying the game every time I log on.

For all you WoW players out there, i'm on an undead rogue. Level 70, Full HWL sets(Armor + Weapons) on a RPPvP server. Well, I will be finishing my HWL set within the next few days, but let's not be picky. :)

4) It seems i'm not the only one who's smart enough to realize Hate = Popularity.

www.worldofming.com

This person is the WoW equivilient of AryaVarwin. He's probably the most well known rogue in WoW at the moment, and if you read his site just for a bit, you'll see how opinionated his articles are.

Are they wrong? Sometimes. Sometimes not. But he's not afraid to tell things like he sees them, and most of the time, he's right. And because he doesn't give a damn for being politically correct, he's earned a lot of enemies.

I myself tried to get in touch with the guy, and I was impressed! He was a lot more cold then I am. Usually when I get approached by strangers, I will be at least courteous. Not him. When you message him, if he doesn't know you, he's not nice at all. Infact, he's a complete asshole.

I was a bit annoyed at first by this, then when I let him know just exactly what I thought of his attitude, he says the following:

Him: my fame comes from people like you
Him: hate = fame
Him: hate more please
You are now being ignored.

This would have enraged anyone else. But I was absolutely tickled! He's able to grasp something very simple. He's got the skill behind it, so his words are not just from any random guy. He's got the attitude. And people still don't understand why the guy is so famous, and considered by many to be the best.

The situation for AryaVarwin is similar. Make no mistake, after a time, I was forced to use my hatred to my advantage. It was the only way to keep it from consuming me, and it worked brilliantly.

By that same token, know that I was never out to become hated. I tried my hardest to be nice to everyone, and to be a loving, all around friendly person. But things didn't work out, and so I had to become a much different person. The haters wouldn't stop hating, so I figured, why not use them to my advantage?

That's right, Curse. That's right, GZF. That's right, all of you trolls. You managed to degrade me at first, but the tides turned, and I just used you all for my own benefit. Greedy, or devilishly clever? You decide.

Regardless, I think i've said too much, and figure i'd best be off to WoW. That's the best place, if you want to contact me or play, to meet me there. I'm a complete badass, and I don't mind helping anyone who mentions GunZ to me. Maybe someone will read between the lines from this post and take the hint. But I doubt it.

World of Warcraft (USA Servers)
Server: Emerald Dream(RPPVP)
Character: Varwina(High Warlord, Level 70, Undead Rogue)

Bye!

Saturday, February 17, 2007

R.I.P. AryaVarwin

AryaVarwin as you know her is dead right now.

I gave away access to all my IJJI GunZ accounts, and my GZF account can rot for all I care. I'm done worrying about the game, and i'm done with this fight. It's pointless to go on anymore, rather, it's not worth the effort required to make a difference.

To all those who supported/support me now, I give you guys my utmost respect and appreciation. You guys helped me play as long as I did, and gave me the purpose of playing. Because no matter how many haters came along, I always knew that there were more of you who supported me, and knowing that, it was all okay. :)

If you take anything away from my legacy, let it be this: No matter what the odds are, do NOT back away from your enemy. Even if the whole forums and world itself seems to turn against you, do not give in to it. I stood against every enemy, alone if I had to, and I never looked back. It's why I became so known, and it's why they hated me so much: I just did NOT die.

And don't worry. AryaVarwin WILL be back. Just... not in the way you know her. And not for a while.

I will not play GunZ for a time. I WILL come back. I promise you. When I do, it will be under a name no one ever knows, and i'm going to reestablish my name. And when I do, i'm going to prove this point: The people who flame and hate AryaVarwin, will hate ANYONE who is better then them. I won't say a WORD, I will just silently kill people, and I guarantee you that the same no-life pathetic bastards will still flock to insult me. Why? They insult ANYONE who isn't a part of that cult who possesses skill. End of story.

Before this year is over, you will see the return of AryaVarwin. Before 2008 comes, I will reveal my new identity, whatever it is, to the public. And I will see exactly the reaction. After all, it's not the anti-Arya bandwagon that's unreasonable and mean, it's me, right? We'll see.

But as for the name AryaVarwin... I will never take it on again. Even if I reveal who I am.

I will still make posts here when there is something worth reading, maybe a bit more often when I have my alternate alias created and can comment on the latest happenings. Until then, I might throw out some timeless old memories, strategies... ah I dunno. Whatever comes up. So stay tuned!

Also, I want it to be known that the GZF Mod Staff seemed to finally realize just how wrong they were in opposing me, and recently I got a message from MSN by a GZF Mod, AKAlias. He apologized to me, on the behalf of the GZF mod team, for the actions, and for going the easy route by making me take the fall instead of those others who were truly creating the problems.

As for Citizen, i'm still going to wait until I get a REAL reason why I was banned and not some made up BS, or an apology. I know damn well when i'm wrong, and after the fact if that's the case, i'm not afraid to admit it. If I am truly wrong. But when i'm right, I will NEVER bow down and NEVER back away from it. And I know for a fact i'm in the right, and so does Citizen.

Keep up the prideful image, Citizen. Because you are losing far more then I ever did and ever will.

As for everyone else, take care. I'll still be on MSN if you need me.

Friday, February 9, 2007

GunZ... Dying to Me

This game is dying to me.

The more and more I taste the fruit of life outside of the game, playing WoW, and rarely another game(which I won't mention, but it's 10x more fun then GunZ to me) the more I lose any care for this game.

I know it's going to piss off a lot of the base of you who are hardcore dedicated to GunZ, and believe me, I was there once too. It's a unique game, and it offers some pretty unique stuff. K-Style itself is a good system which i'd say should be replicated, to an extent, in other fast paced action games.

Honestly, if this game was more developed, had a larger playerbase, and had a better COMMUNITY, it would be a much better game, and could probably go retail. The game as it is now may attract some casual players and a few hardcore players who are dedicated to it's niche gameplay, but then again, every shitty game has it's hardcore base. Some people still play crappy games like DAoC(Far more then who play GunZ) which is... sad.

I may never return to GunZ. I know I know, many have said the same and not come back... even I have said it before, and in the end, came back for another whirl. But now, it feels different. I don't even have a desire to play in the least, I haven't even pulled up the GZF website in weeks, and I haven't looked back.

I've been fighting this battle of GunZ for so long, and it's honestly drained me to the point where I don't care. Before, I was able to hold some people back from ruining GunZ with hackers... remember those weeks when IJJI was first out when it was hacker free? I was playing then. And when I quit, the hackers swarmed. I did not want to see the GunZ I knew ruined. I stopped preserving it, and I won't preserve it anymore. Let it burn for all I care.

If anything, I will encourage you guys to get away from this game. Try something else, and find something fun and enjoyable. Get involved with the community there, and I guarantee it will be like a breath of fresh air compared to GunZ.

To me, I am looking upon GunZ and it's community like a pit of rancid infestation. And rather then go in there and fight amongst the corrupted to cure it, just avoid it and let them rot away.

When I think about it, I know.. Sure, I could take a stand. I could fight to the very end, and probably make a difference, even if it's only a little. But is it worth the effort required, for such an impact? I don't think so anymore.

I won't say GunZ is completely dead to me. Not yet. But at the rate things are going, it won't take long before it gets there. I'll see how things progress, and let you guys know.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

WoW vs. GunZ

Is WoW really better then GunZ? Let's look at things objectively and find out!

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Playerbase -

WoW: 8million+ paying subscribers worldwide, and growing.
vs.
GunZ: Roughly 20,000-30,000 players worldwide, maybe 10,000 who've paid

Character Creation -

WoW: 10 Different Playable Races, 9 Different Classes, 20+ Ways to customize each races/genders hair, haircolor, skin color, features, etc.
vs.
GunZ: Choose either male or female, and choose one of four hairstyles, and one of four faces.

Character Customization -

WoW: 100's and 100's of unique weapons and armors for each level and class, each possessing it's own unique look. Variety of different builds/specializations for each class which can be changed to fit the role you want, over 8 professions to choose from.
vs.
GunZ: Currently less then 10 armor sets to customize your appearance. If you aren't wearing one of two armor sets, you're character is gimped. Two weapons to choose from(SG or Rev), if you aren't using one of those, your character is gimped.

World -

WoW: Explore three different continents, each with multitudes of vast cities, landscapes, zones, monsters, NPCs, dungeons. Constantly changing landscape so you aren't stuck with the same old places all day. A world so big you could spend 8+ hours on a single continent exploring and you couldn't even see half of what there is to experience.
vs.
GunZ: 10-15 Maps, with 80% of the maps being places nobody even plays. Each map is generic and bland, and takes less then 5 minutes on each to see all there is to see.

Community -

WoW: 50% Jackasses, 50% Non-Jackasses.
vs.
GunZ: 95% Jackasses, 5% Non-Jackasses.

WoW: Easy to find people to have fun with. Many higher levels are gladly willing to help you out, and experienced players will usually not have a problem with helping you out. Forums are generally very helpful and free of rampant flaming, and it's not hard to find answers to a problem or advice.
vs.
GunZ: Rampant hackers, swappers, and worst of all, Europeans. New players seeking help are generally flamed and critisized, community in general is very elitist and isolates those not a member/supporter of a certain fad or clan. Non-pros are looked upon with much hatred, and everyone in the pro sector hates each other. Forum moderators are biased and retarded, and the community makes it completely impossible to have any sort of reasonable discussion without chants of "OMG SERIOUS BUSINESS"

Age -

WoW: Most players are 18-21, with some being younger and some being older at about an equal ratio.
vs.
GunZ: Most players are 14, give or take a year or so. A very small handful are older, and an uncomfortable mass are younger.

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I can't go on any longer, this is too painful.

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

They just can't let me go

http://www.gunzfactor.com/forums/f43/58359-nominate_biggest_ego_gunz.html

Guess who won? AryaVarwin, of course.

Even though i've logged onto GunZ once in the past month and a half, and haven't been on GZF in a while, people choose me over players who are still playing.

Clear evidence that people, no matter how hard they try, will never let AryaVarwin go, even if she's gone. Just as people could not let Kraise go even though he quit and lost all of his status as top GunZ player.

It's an honor to be one of two unforgettable GunZ names. Thanks a lot guys. :)

In other news, it's a bit hilarious. I've been semi-active on an alternate name on GZF. I haven't changed my personality one bit to try to disguise it, yet I don't think anyone has been able to see through me. It's kind of funny how different people will treat someone when there's a different word beside their messages.

Anyway, i'm off guys. See you soon.

Monday, February 5, 2007

Getting Duller and Duller...

I logged onto GunZ recently for about an hour, just for laughs. As I played, I realized just how lackluster the overall game is itself.

When I joined the duel game, it didn't seem fun to me. It didn't excite me, it didn't thrill me, it was just "yeah yeah another game. we'll both use predictable, boring SG spam and old, worn out K-Style moves until one of us gets lucky enough to land a PB or two and dies" Of course, don't dare confuse me for the Curse scrubs who like to say "OMG I NOT TRYING LOL" or that i'm trying to seem like the game itself is so easy, it's boring. It's not really that. A lot of the opponents I faced really were somewhat skilled and I wasn't sleeping at the keyboard.

Anyway, I played the duel game, got to 20-0, and left because I saw an interesting opponent elsewhere dueling. In that game, I was called "aimbotter" "hacker" "PB cheats" and after several rounds, I heard people saying "he's not the best, i've seen better.." This was all totally unwarmed, and VERY out of practice.

I left the game and joined a 4player duel where [F]Hiata was 17-0 and stomping some random scrubs. If there's one thing I love, it's ruining peoples precious streaks. Got up against him, first round... and I lost. I knew I got him to low, but to his credit, he landed some pretty deadly PBs.

Next I came up, I killed him with relative ease. Immediatly he left the game, and rejoined. I guess a 21-1 score is worthy of a rejoin to him. Got up to him again, killed him again. Another rejoin. Killed him a third time, and he left... but this time, he didn't come back.

I won't even mention the level advantage he had over me....

GunZ is getting duller and duller to me. But before I stopped playing, i'm really glad I got to play with what people consider one of the best. I'll remember the events of today before ever challenging the elite of the great clan Flower again.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

Still Waiting

It's been a day, and nothing so far.

Come on anti-Arya fanboys, quit hiding behind anonymous names and posting your weak arguments in the comments and let's discuss this.

Mister ANONYMOUS thinks he has a case against me, so this is for you ANONYMOUS.

It's humerous that peoples only justification to GzFs actions regarding mine + other peoples banning is "WELL ITS CITIZENS SITE SO HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS"... which by saying that, you are basically confirming that you nor anyone else can justify and give a proper reason for a banning.

Honestly, it's kind of childish to censor and ban someone just because you dislike them. When did I ever once state that Citizen COULDN'T ban me? Exactly. There's no one here saying he doesn't have the power to ban who he wants. But by making statements like "He can do what he wants with his site" you are INDIRECTLY confirming everything i've posted here. Banning someone just because you dislike them is the very essence of corruption.

As for people whos response to Anthops infraction being "ITS JUST ONE INFRACTION NO BIG DEAL" right? Just because I mention one happening regarding a corrupt mod decision does NOT mean it ends there. EVERY infraction I recieved was invalid, and I could go on telling you about them. But I won't.

I will mention the fact that just days after I recieved that infraction, I was modded by local forum rat Anga, and this is his reason he gave me:

"You can make comments about their skill all you want, but can you be more mature and not flame the person directly?"

Basically, I made a post about a hotshot who thought he was "pro" and insulted him in the process. Before you look at anything else, think back: I was modded by Anthop and told not to insult peoples skill, but NOW I get modded by Anga saying it's okay to talk about their skill as long as I don't resort to flaming them.

I messaged Anga about this, and the PM exchange we had went kind something like this:

Arya: Hi you just infracted me and said I could talk about someones skill without flaming them.
Anga: Yeah I did.
Arya: But I was modded earlier by Anthop because I was told NOT to insult someones skill.
Anga: What?
Arya: Anthop modded me days ago for insulting someones skill, but now you're telling me I should insult their skill and that's fine as long as I don't flame them, even though the only reason I was resorting to flaming them was because your mod just told me not to talk about their skill.
Anga: UHHHH..... Well the mods don't have two way radios or anything!!
Arya: So...?
Anga: So just live with the infractions they aren't a big deal ROFL!

I could go on for page after page talking about the other infractions or examples of mod corruption that I have seen personally, and I know many people who read this can share their own run ins with the stupidity of the GzF mods.

Case and point is, it's stupidity to say that just because someone mentions only one example of mod corruption does NOT mean there isn't others present.

I'm tired today, so that's all. I'm still patiently waiting for someone to accept my challenge and quit hiding behind an Anonymous name making these witty comments and saying "IF YOU DONT POST THIS YOUR CENSORING ME" Get a life.

A Challenge, and An Opportunity

Daily on this blog, i've insulted, degraded, and generally belittled a group of people. Anti-Arya bandwagon, GzF staff, etc. But it's not all about what I have to say. After all, this is The Uncensored Truth. Hell even i'll admit sometimes my opinions are a bit one sided, but whose aren't?

So i'm giving you a challenge, and a chance.

Anti-Arya fanboys. Curse members. GzF supporters. ANYONE in the GzF staff. I am spitting in your face, and extending a challenge to ANYONE who opposes me. But not in GunZ.

I want you to contact me 1on1 and tell me why you think i'm wrong and why you're right. Without insults, without name-calling, just a civil, mannered debate. If you have any statements to make about me or the things I say, BACK THEM UP, and i'll tell you why I think you're wrong.

The entire convo will be logged and put on here, unedited, so everyone can see what you really think. The people can decide whos in the right, and whos in the wrong.

Why am I doing this? Because I know that my enemies don't have the balls to challenge me, because they WILL lose. Truth prevails. That's the motto of the Czech Republic, and that's what I believe in very strongly. I side myself with the truth, and I will NOT support lies or weak causes, and anyone who knows me can say the same.

I'm strongly hoping that a big name in the community will come forth and speak their mind, so I can make a fool out of them. But I highly doubt it will happen.

If you're up for the challenge, this needs to be done via MSN, though I MAY do AIM if it's all you have and I think it's worth it to bother with that POS. All you have to do is leave a comment to THIS posting with your MSN/AIM contacting, who you are in the community, and I will get in touch.

Now's your chance guys. I'm waiting.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Power Corrupts

Power Corrupts. It's as simple as that.

There was a day before GZF was corrupt, and guess when that was? Before it was popular. Back when the official forums were up, GzF was a joke. It had no popularity, and people had no incentive to go. And of course back then, to attract people, they had one thing: A small, well-knit community. That's what kept those people there. And it was a nice little fansite.

But once the official forums disappeared, because of the incompetance of MAIET to even run something as simple as a forum, people turned to GzF. And as the userbase increased, the stupidity level increased, and the tight-knit community began to disappear. This is stuff even quoted from the long-term members of GzF.

Now? GzF is corrupt to the core, and more and more people are starting to realize it.

Some of you have heard of this, and some of you haven't. But lately there has been a banning spree going on where people are being banned for absolutely 0 reason. It's causing quite a stir over at GzF, but the mods are doing what they doing best: Censoring.

Much like a controlling government decides what news gets out and what stays under wraps, GzF itself is censoring public opinion. Forum members being banned, and when an explination is asked for, the topic is quickly deleted. Any and all traces of AryaVarwin were deleted.

Why? Still waiting on Citizen to get back on a hardcore reason of WHY I was banned in the first place, which he refuses to do.

MAYBE it was because of the infraction I recieved months ago. Just another example of mod corruption, local poser Anthop was waiting to jump at the chance to infract me. But when it came to AryaVarwin, GzF had a problem: There was no REAL evidence to get rid of her on.

I've been in contact with several GzF mods since I was banned, and they all told me the same thing: AryaVarwin rode the line when it came to the rules. Technically, as the mods have admitted, I never broke any rules. But you put that with the fact that I am a power-player and as a sole player I have more power and influence then ANYONE in the mod staff of GzF, it got a lot of them mad at me. And it showed.

Anyways, back to that Anthop. The first infraction I ever recieved, and it was a pathetic one. I don't have the infraction quote he gave me saved, because after I posted it, he MADE THE INFRACTION PRIVATE AND DELETED THE TOPIC SO NO ONE COULD VIEW IT. Laugh. But these were HIS words:

"Can you at least try to have a discussion without insulting other peoples skill?"

Read that one more time. I'll highlight it for you uncase you missed it.

"Can you at least try to have a discussion without insulting other peoples skill?"

Well there you have it. Infraction, for INSULTING OTHER PEOPLES SKILL. It gets worse though. The post I was modded for was in a discussion regarding top5 players, and contained mostly who I thought was top5 and who wasn't. But this is the line that Anthop modded me for, out of my entire post which he couldn't find a problem with, THIS is the line he disliked:

"Toktok is hardly a mediocre player anymore."

That's just a taste of the corruption and idiocy behind the mod staff. Just read over this again and let it sink in how retarded this guy is. For saying that someones skill is "hardly mediocre", you recieve an infraction. At this rate, what's next GZF?

As GzF has gained influence, many people have turned away from it and are seeking alternatives. There is this site, and then there is another little hole-in-the-wall site which is far less popular then this one. I'm not even linking to it to give that site the fame it desires(I'll give you a hint: It's run by what the hacker community knows as a "script kiddie", or someone who claims to be a hacker but possesses absolutely 0 real knowledge) but shortly after this blog came up, they started a crappy little news section. HMM I WONDER WHY.

Regardless of this, I hope that this has given you all just a little bit of insight as to why GzF is being rivaled as it is. Some people think it's a lost cause, or pointless. But I say, if I don't do something, WHO WILL?

Diamons? Maybe when he hits puberty and gets an IQ over 100.

That is all.

Early Success Speaks Volumes

Rather then post another rant about how idiotic the same old idiots are, I want to compliment and thank everyone for the legions of support i've recieved from this site.

When I first posted this site up, I went to sleep, woke up, and I had no less then 30 MSN messages and over 15 requests to add me as a contact. Most of the messages were complimenting me on this site and letting me know they support it. Many of those same people have also said they are onboard for helping with our little plan for GZF, and honestly, i'm just thrilled at the positive reaction.

Sure, there has been some idiots who don't support it, but they are just that. They're the same people who've plagued the GunZ community ever since it first came into existance, and make no mistake, I will never give in to these jerks.

I've endured a lot of BS, as most of you know, and I don't think very many people would stick with this given some of the things that have happened. But yet here I am, and no matter how hard the idiots try, they won't be rid of me. That includes you, GZF. Until the day Citizen apologizes and unbans me, the site will never see the end of it.

But already we are sticking it to GZF in one of the best ways possible: We are taking away their monopoly. Being the ONLY gunZ fansite, they feel they can push anyone around simply because they don't like you. And what can you do about it? If not GZF, where else can you turn? Sad, really.

Again, I encourge everyone to tell all your friends, spam this link on GZF/in game, whatever you need to do to get this out. As that hit counter goes up and up, slowly but surely, the sphere of influence GZF has shrinks. So keep it up!

Next post, i'll talk about the latest in the GunZ news that some of you may have noticed recently: Unwarranted, rampant bannings happening in GZF. It seems AryaVarwin isn't the only one who was banned without reason, and more and more people are starting to get pissed.

At the rate things are going, until Citizen and the GZF staff change their attitude, I won't have to do anything. GZF will kill itself.

Guaranteed.

Monday, January 29, 2007

The Faces of the Anti-Arya Bandwagon

.....Are just plain ugly.

I was going to post this picture directly in the site, but GOD IT IS SO HORRIBLE I DO NOT WANT TO RUIN MY PRETTY SITE WITH THIS FACE.

Here's a picture of local anti-Arya fanboy, crybaby, and hacker-wannabe all rolled into one: Diamons. I'm warning you, do NOT click this picture unless you want to be terrified and disgusted. It's THAT bad.

http://img406.imageshack.us/img406/4043/cimg0024nr4.jpg
(WARNING: Graphic content. You will probably have nightmares if you click this)

A picture is worth a thousand words. And I think Armin said it best:

Armin says:
and he has the balls to call you a whale?

Laugh.

The Dumb Only Get Dumber

Reading between comments and arguments against AryaVarwin, i'm really disappointed. I see no intelligence, and no smart people posting anything that's factual. Bummer. But wait!

I stumbled across a post made by local GZF Wiki Sysop "Lordcarbo" (On a side note, does ANYONE here read the GZF Wiki? Didn't think so)

He claims i'm censoring opinions and such and not letting the anti-Arya crowd get their say. Here's my response. I'll type it in big letters, since you can't seem to comprehend simple English:

ANYONE WHO HAS POSTED/COMMENTED IN A THOUGHT OUT, MATURE WAY WITHOUT SPAMMING WILL NOT GET MODERATED

Is it mere coinsedence the Anti-Arya crowd hasn't gotten anything through since? NO. Why? Because it's just the same thing. Either a whale joke, an ego complaint, or mindless spam. Nothing else. Because you and your lackies are too stupid to think of any logical reasons to oppose me.

In my mind. But "Lordcarbo" believes he's got me beat, and I found this interesting post by him on GZF going right into the mind of the anti-Arya fanboy. Here it is in it's entirety.

LordCarbo: I won't point out the correlation between you constantly saying people who hate you "have no life" and you playing WoW to avoid being an asshole (lol too late), but I will say this:

Most people hate you because you're an ego-whore. Most people flame you because you're an ego-whore. Only the absolute idiots flame you because just because good at GunZ or to start drama, you know, the idiots that are so stupid that responding to them seriously is a joke in itself because it's apparent they're incapable of thought beyond choosing what they want to eat for dinner.

Maybe you're too closed-minded to see that, but hardly anyone gets hated without a good reason. Yeah, back when I was about 10 years-old I used to believe everyone picked on me just because I was a nerd. Although that didn't help back at that age, no, that wasn't the main reason--I was annoying as ****. Now I sit here, 4 years later, with my life patched up and me having a social life now, realizing how closed-minded I was back then, I'm not annoying to people IRL anymore, so I'm not made fun of. Granted, I'm flamed online, but that's because I choose, or at least chose, to be an annoying troll.

And if you don't allow this comment onto your blog because you ARE moderating them, unlike what your last post says, you're a hypocrite. You're just censoring my opinion, which makes you no better than what you claim GZF to be.


This guy might sound smart to some of you, but to those of us with even half a brain, you can see he's simply setting himself up to be torn down.

I won't point out the correlation between you constantly saying people who hate you "have no life" and you playing WoW to avoid being an asshole (lol too late), but I will say this:

Sorry Carbo, but to most of us, spending hours upon hours on an internet gaming forum trolling some random woman you don't know over the internet is NOT a life. And i've only directed the "no life" insult to those who deserved it, such as Vash, Pheerful, etc. Go look at their post counts for all the evidence you need. And you think i'm playing WoW to try to avoid ANYONE in the GunZ community and not because I enjoy the game? No comment.

Most people hate you because you're an ego-whore. Most people flame you because you're an ego-whore. Only the absolute idiots flame you because just because good at GunZ or to start drama, you know, the idiots that are so stupid that responding to them seriously is a joke in itself because it's apparent they're incapable of thought beyond choosing what they want to eat for dinner.

Maybe you're too closed-minded to see that, but hardly anyone gets hated without a good reason. Yeah, back when I was about 10 years-old I used to believe everyone picked on me just because I was a nerd. Although that didn't help back at that age, no, that wasn't the main reason--I was annoying as ****. Now I sit here, 4 years later, with my life patched up and me having a social life now, realizing how closed-minded I was back then, I'm not annoying to people IRL anymore, so I'm not made fun of. Granted, I'm flamed online, but that's because I choose, or at least chose, to be an annoying troll.


I'm glad you agree with me that half the people who flame me are absolute idiots, but beyond that the only thing you can think of is "ego-whore." So apparently AryaVarwin has an ego. I don't see a problem.

You complain about my ego, yet YOU are feeding it by continuing to rant and flame me, which just shows everyone how high of a priority I am to you and may others who claim to hate me so badly. That's funny.

Let's look at ancient history. I've been playing Gunz since day 2, and i've been here ever since. To those of you who were here in the early days, you'd know I was FLAMED JUST THE SAME AS I AM NOW. Believe it or not, things are hardly different then they were back in the official forum days. The only difference is the reason.

Before I was insulted for being "nothing without Kraise" and basically leeching off his skill and success. Why? Who knows? I was in his clan, yes, and I did admit to people he was my teacher, which he was(Also, I was accused of being a liar about this and flamed for it, go figure) but beyond that? Nothing. Yet I was flamed into the ground for NOTHING. Simply because I got to spend time with the most known GunZ legend, and they didn't. And it pissed them off.

On a side note, many of the old school players who flame me today were the same ones who flamed me for the reasons listed above. Again, go figure.

And yet now it's my ego? Go look at ANY of the "top5" or "top3" GunZ players topics, and my name is the MOST MENTIONED NAME ON THERE(besides Kraise possibly) I've gone on record of beating many of the top players, some on a frequent basis, and my replays are out there for anyone to see. My enemies who insult me for being an "ego-whore" can't even deny my skill.

Get a clue, Carbo. "Ego-whore" is an insult best saved for someone who is a slightly above average player who goes around claiming their the best, which happens a LOT by the way, and they aren't flamed at all. But yet you insult and accuse someone who is admitted by any sane member of the community as a top player for being an ego-whore? Are you insane?

Go find anyone in a real competative sport who is a top tier player. One of the best. Baseball, football, even online gaming, doesn't matter. Would you say their nothing but an ego-whore, arrogant asshole when they tell you they're a top player? Absolutely not! And you'd probably get laughed at if you did.

I've said countless times i'm a top tier player, but find one time where i've said I am THE best. It's never happened. And i've never ONCE used my status to step on anyone who didn't challenge me. Case in point, I don't go around to strangers saying "i pwn u" etc. Now THAT would be just plain rude.

But yet MANY top tier players, known players do JUST THAT. They make "Heybabyy Fanclubs" and go around saying "i own u all 15-0 easy" and MEAN IT, and they don't get critisized. Why is that? Is that because they subscribe to the idiotic notion of sacrificing every last brain cell to fit into some retarded online cult? Well screw you guys, and screw your bandwagon.

To sum this whole thing up, the reasons behind this anti-Arya BS are flawed and just plain retarded. In the end, that's all there is to say really.

And I challenge ANY Anti-Arya fanboy or hater to come here and post some logical, thought out counters to my arguments. I'll shoot them down faster then you can blink your eye. If you can do it without spamming and acting like a child that is, which I don't think possible.

And the lesson of the day for you, "lordcarbo": Stick to mindlessly trolling and whale jokes, just like Curse. They tried the intellectual arguments and discussions, and they were humiliated. So they stick to acting like an idiot so they don't get embarassed. You should do the same before ever trying to challenge me again.

Or just stick to the Wiki no one cares about. :)

Sunday, January 28, 2007

A FAQ: Part 1

As I sit here and wait for the server queue on WoW, I figure i'd answer a few of the questions/comments I get, and send a message to those who think they have all the right reasons to hate Arya.

Q: Why did you make this site?
A: Because a GZF alternate is needed. As it is now, the nazi squad running GZF censors a lot of people and players have no true place to voice their opinion without worrying about getting censored. Not here. This is the uncensored truth, no strings attatched, no BS, none of that crap. It's for GunZ players, anti-Arya or pro-Arya, to get informed. I don't really care if you have a grudge against me or not, because i've yet to find a single informed, educated argument against me and what I do that I haven't shot to pieces.

Q: Why do you care so much about what people think of you?
A: Do I really? Maybe it would seem that way. The point is, if I didn't play along and jerk their strings a bit, they'd just forget about me and stop the flaming. No, I don't respond to every flame I get. Just enough to keep the hate burning so they'll keep flaming me, trying to spam this site, blah blah blah. You get the idea.

Q: Why do you want people to flame you?
A: The community needs someone like me to flourish. Only when sides are drawn and people have a common enemy, or a common alliance, will people be motivated to do anything. Otherwise you just have the nonsensical posts about what your favorite movie is, or another debate on why K-Style should or should not be nerfed.

And besides, the community doesn't need another modest, smiling-face pro. And it just wouldn't be AryaVarwin if I changed.

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I'll continue this later in another post. Queue for WoW is done and it's time to do something more productive. Bye.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

It Never Fails

I knew it was going to happen. Some people have such meaningless lives that they feel the need to come here and within 12 hours of this blog going up, are spamming the usual crap. I intentionally left anonymous, unmoderated comment posting for two reasons:

One, to prove my statements in my last post.

Two, because there's nothing more satisfying then taking a grand total of 30 seconds to delete spam which those responsible for spent far more time posting in the first place. Ah, bliss.

But now that it's served it's purpose, i've turned on moderated comments. You can still post anonymously, but all comments have to be approved before they are displayed. So spam all you'd like, it'll have no effect.

Of course you're welcome to post your differing opinions and stuff. This is uncensored after all, and if you think differently, go ahead and comment. Useless spam and insults is no good. Factual, point driven arguments are fine.

You can even post anonymously, so you can go the extra mile in being a loser by posting crap and no one will know it was you! See? Everyone wins.

Besides these things, i'm really happy with the reception of this thing so far. In less then 24 hours we've gotten close to 600 hits from word of mouth alone. That's awesome guys, keep it up. The more and more hits this little hole-in-the-wall, nothing site gets, the more power which is stripped away from the monopoly GZF has on public opinion.

No lengthy essays or thoughts in this post guys. That's all for tonight. I'll post tomorrow with my reasonings and logic behind my Anti-GZF speeches and go further in depth why the success of this little nothing blog is more important to GunZ's survival then ANYTHING right now. Hackers, swappers, idiots, flamers... they all are nothing compared to the problem this community is going to have if GZF keeps it's monopoly on public opinion.

Night guys!

My Predictions For GunZ - 2007 Part 1

I figured i'd get this out there ASAP while the year is still young. As most of you know, IJJI GunZ was released fairly recently and now it's gone live. IJJI is collecting it's cash. But just HOW much are they making? What about in the upcoming year? What does 2007 hold in store for GunZ and it's community? Only time will tell! But i'll lay down my predictions for this year along with the explinations. I'm always good at this kind of stuff anyway. :)

1) The hack situation in IJJIGunZ will only get worse, not better.

Down and down the drain things are, and I did rather like it when most of the hackers were "waiting for the word" to leak out this stuff to the public. IJJIGunZ was hacker-free and really fun... for a few weeks. Now that some very vicious and angry people have leaked hacks out to practically every retarded foreigner on GunZ, and with supposedly pro clans like Flower etc. using DC hacks to solidify their place as "OMG UNDEFEATED LOL NR1" in the eyes of the random GunZ idiot... well we always have /kick

2) A GunZ community site/gathering will emerge to rival GZF

And it's about damn time too. Putting it simply, their will be something on a large scale which will try to overthrow GZF or compete with it, in some way or another, for the Gunz userbase. It's really easy to dethrone GZF guys, and i'll tell you how: Provide something they don't have. Besides the forums, the ENTIRE SITE is a bunch of garbage.

But you visit for the forums anyway, right? Those are trash too. Mods are corrupt and out of touch, rampant flaming is permitted, the insecure bitch squad of Curse-esqe fanboys will pounce on the ignorant like wolfs on sheep. And it gets worse every day. Hopefully more and more of you will realize the true colors of the GZF staff just by looking at me: I was banned because someone felt a bit insecure that they might not have as much power as they liked. So they offed me. And so marks the downfall of GZF.

At any rate, expect some kind of site or forum to come along to rival GZF. And pray that someday it will overtake it.

3) IJJI GunZ Income: Simply disappointing

IJJI doesn't get satisfied by the revenue they generate/are generating from GunZ. Why? Because of the simplistic nature of the game itself and it's appeal to a bunch of dumbass kids who are fresh out of puberty(Go read GZF, I swear it's no better then a middle school class) they are too cheap to pay. As such....

4) IJJI Pushes GunZ: Promotionals Abound!

IJJI will push GunZ, and it will push it hard. Expect promotional events to lure players, deals on premiums, etc. etc. etc. If GunZ flops, IJJI and MAIET both are in trouble, and they will both pull out all the stops to make it so.

5) A New Top Tier Emerges

With the influx of players as a result of IJJI GunZ, and many players drawn to GunZ simply because of the superior service over IgunZ, you can expect a handful of dedicated, no-life K-Stylers to play. And play. And play. And play. And so skill will come not from skill itself, but from the same old repetative, force-fed gameplay which one becomes "used to"

Gil, BP, and even AryaVarwin(Oh noes!) look out! There will definitely be some emerging skill on the horizon which is going to rival some of the top tier players, and possibly some players who were once considered top tier will fall off in the process.

6) More fads, more drama, more... well, you get the idea.

The GunZ community is immature. I know you get sick of hearing me say it, but it's the truth. The majority of people will NEVER learn or grow up, so you can expect more of the same retarded fads. Oh yeah, it suddenly became cool to talk like a retard? HMMM, sounds kind of like back in school when kids would deliberately act bad to try to "fit in." And here it's the same. The kids don't have any idea of real life, and so this fads will continue.

And no matter what, the drama will continue. The idea that AryaVarwin is responsible for cancer, AIDs, and all GunZ drama is a bunch of shit. And that's been proven. Of course those who claim it will never admit it. But yet it will happen anyway, mark my words.

To sum it all up, it's pretty much more of the same, nothing TOO spectacular, maybe not even surprising. But that's how I see things evolving, and you'd surprise me if it happened any different then how i've mentioned here. All in all it's fairly grim, but that's nothing new: GunZ has been in this hole forever. It'll just keep getting worse. But there's always a hope for a better future, and there will be occasional ups. A lot more downs, but the ups will be there.

When it's all said and done, I hope for the best. But I expect the worst.

Until next time.

We owned Diamons.

EL OH EL.

http://www.gunzfactor.com/forums/f9/55841-gai.html

Bye Diamons. Next?

Opening Words

Welcome to The Uncensored Truth(or TUT for short). This is a GunZ blog ran by myself, AryaVarwin, which is where i'm going to post just about anything I feel like. Blah blah blah, GunZ, life, what's the point anyway? For an actual source of INFORMATION. And for me to give you all the unbiased, unedited truth of what I REALLY think of some people, and my plans, predictions, and promises for 2007 and beyond. Sound interesting? Keep reading!

First things first. Well you all know i've got many contacts in meaningful places in the community, and a lot more from the general populace. All kinds of people. A lot of them who you would NOT believe. Why do I mention this? Well for one, it gives me a general idea of what's happening behind the scenes and amongst the masses, and allows me to manuever and position myself in gainful positions when it comes to my enemies.

For example, there are two CURRENT members of Curse who hate that clan a lot more then I do. One of them has even flamed me on a somewhat regular basis(And I flame him back, all in good fun!) With that, it's kind of fun to hear about the happenings behind Curse. Why you'd almost think they were a normal clan if you actually got to know them... that is, if you overlooked their unimagineable stupidity and tried to look at them as people. But these aren't people we're dealing with, it's rats. Pathetic, putrid little rats which should be burned off the earth.

Anyway..

At first I was going to post an entire essay on GunZFactor revealing the dirty secrets behind Citizen and the mod staff, but I think i'll save that for my next post or two. It's no surprise that there are those who have a disdain for the GZF staff from within, but I didn't even need them to exploit the system. The fact is, the forum GZF uses is very secure. There are no public exploits available.

Fortunately enough for me, there's a rather hidden exploit which has existed for quite some time in the forums and still does today which allows users to search posts in the hidden sections. This allows one to read all the fun and dramatic behind-the-scenes mod sections, and enjoy all kinds of chats from the inane and dull to the bickering about AryaVarwin.

What is there to say about GZF? It's trash. Garbage. And it's run by someone who's clever, granted, but corrupt to the core. And at times, his own greed and corruption cloud his own decisions and he says some rather stupid things. Oh well, we can't be too hard on Citizen. After all, his drug addiction is something he can't help.

Whoops! I was going to save that for the next post! New subject!

Or no subject. It's early and it's time for some more meaningful things. I'll just throw in a few things here at the end and be on my way.

One, this is still new, so please do ALL OF GUNZ a favor and pass this link around. I'd do it myself, but Hitler banned me from GZF and I don't feel like blowing the cover of my alt-name on there to post this. So help me out guys. Put this in your sig. Post it on GZF. Spam the link in game. Get this OUT THERE.

Why wouldn't you want to anyway? Lots of news, uncensored, and coming from the second most known GunZ player and someone who is on the level of the COMMUNITY, not some power-hungry little fucktard who has no connection or understanding of the community even though he runs the ONLY GunZ community fansite.

Also, in a few weeks, something rather big will be going down relating to GZF. I need all the help I can get. If you have a broadband connection and time you're willing to donate to a worthy cause, please contact me on MSN - AryaVarwin@hotmail.com and we'll get in touch.

Anything else you want me to talk about, discuss, give my opinions on, or whatever, get in touch and give me some feedback. I'll actually listen. I promise.

Take care everyone. And happy GunZ-ing!