AryaVarwin as you know her is dead right now.
I gave away access to all my IJJI GunZ accounts, and my GZF account can rot for all I care. I'm done worrying about the game, and i'm done with this fight. It's pointless to go on anymore, rather, it's not worth the effort required to make a difference.
To all those who supported/support me now, I give you guys my utmost respect and appreciation. You guys helped me play as long as I did, and gave me the purpose of playing. Because no matter how many haters came along, I always knew that there were more of you who supported me, and knowing that, it was all okay. :)
If you take anything away from my legacy, let it be this: No matter what the odds are, do NOT back away from your enemy. Even if the whole forums and world itself seems to turn against you, do not give in to it. I stood against every enemy, alone if I had to, and I never looked back. It's why I became so known, and it's why they hated me so much: I just did NOT die.
And don't worry. AryaVarwin WILL be back. Just... not in the way you know her. And not for a while.
I will not play GunZ for a time. I WILL come back. I promise you. When I do, it will be under a name no one ever knows, and i'm going to reestablish my name. And when I do, i'm going to prove this point: The people who flame and hate AryaVarwin, will hate ANYONE who is better then them. I won't say a WORD, I will just silently kill people, and I guarantee you that the same no-life pathetic bastards will still flock to insult me. Why? They insult ANYONE who isn't a part of that cult who possesses skill. End of story.
Before this year is over, you will see the return of AryaVarwin. Before 2008 comes, I will reveal my new identity, whatever it is, to the public. And I will see exactly the reaction. After all, it's not the anti-Arya bandwagon that's unreasonable and mean, it's me, right? We'll see.
But as for the name AryaVarwin... I will never take it on again. Even if I reveal who I am.
I will still make posts here when there is something worth reading, maybe a bit more often when I have my alternate alias created and can comment on the latest happenings. Until then, I might throw out some timeless old memories, strategies... ah I dunno. Whatever comes up. So stay tuned!
Also, I want it to be known that the GZF Mod Staff seemed to finally realize just how wrong they were in opposing me, and recently I got a message from MSN by a GZF Mod, AKAlias. He apologized to me, on the behalf of the GZF mod team, for the actions, and for going the easy route by making me take the fall instead of those others who were truly creating the problems.
As for Citizen, i'm still going to wait until I get a REAL reason why I was banned and not some made up BS, or an apology. I know damn well when i'm wrong, and after the fact if that's the case, i'm not afraid to admit it. If I am truly wrong. But when i'm right, I will NEVER bow down and NEVER back away from it. And I know for a fact i'm in the right, and so does Citizen.
Keep up the prideful image, Citizen. Because you are losing far more then I ever did and ever will.
As for everyone else, take care. I'll still be on MSN if you need me.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Friday, February 9, 2007
GunZ... Dying to Me
This game is dying to me.
The more and more I taste the fruit of life outside of the game, playing WoW, and rarely another game(which I won't mention, but it's 10x more fun then GunZ to me) the more I lose any care for this game.
I know it's going to piss off a lot of the base of you who are hardcore dedicated to GunZ, and believe me, I was there once too. It's a unique game, and it offers some pretty unique stuff. K-Style itself is a good system which i'd say should be replicated, to an extent, in other fast paced action games.
Honestly, if this game was more developed, had a larger playerbase, and had a better COMMUNITY, it would be a much better game, and could probably go retail. The game as it is now may attract some casual players and a few hardcore players who are dedicated to it's niche gameplay, but then again, every shitty game has it's hardcore base. Some people still play crappy games like DAoC(Far more then who play GunZ) which is... sad.
I may never return to GunZ. I know I know, many have said the same and not come back... even I have said it before, and in the end, came back for another whirl. But now, it feels different. I don't even have a desire to play in the least, I haven't even pulled up the GZF website in weeks, and I haven't looked back.
I've been fighting this battle of GunZ for so long, and it's honestly drained me to the point where I don't care. Before, I was able to hold some people back from ruining GunZ with hackers... remember those weeks when IJJI was first out when it was hacker free? I was playing then. And when I quit, the hackers swarmed. I did not want to see the GunZ I knew ruined. I stopped preserving it, and I won't preserve it anymore. Let it burn for all I care.
If anything, I will encourage you guys to get away from this game. Try something else, and find something fun and enjoyable. Get involved with the community there, and I guarantee it will be like a breath of fresh air compared to GunZ.
To me, I am looking upon GunZ and it's community like a pit of rancid infestation. And rather then go in there and fight amongst the corrupted to cure it, just avoid it and let them rot away.
When I think about it, I know.. Sure, I could take a stand. I could fight to the very end, and probably make a difference, even if it's only a little. But is it worth the effort required, for such an impact? I don't think so anymore.
I won't say GunZ is completely dead to me. Not yet. But at the rate things are going, it won't take long before it gets there. I'll see how things progress, and let you guys know.
The more and more I taste the fruit of life outside of the game, playing WoW, and rarely another game(which I won't mention, but it's 10x more fun then GunZ to me) the more I lose any care for this game.
I know it's going to piss off a lot of the base of you who are hardcore dedicated to GunZ, and believe me, I was there once too. It's a unique game, and it offers some pretty unique stuff. K-Style itself is a good system which i'd say should be replicated, to an extent, in other fast paced action games.
Honestly, if this game was more developed, had a larger playerbase, and had a better COMMUNITY, it would be a much better game, and could probably go retail. The game as it is now may attract some casual players and a few hardcore players who are dedicated to it's niche gameplay, but then again, every shitty game has it's hardcore base. Some people still play crappy games like DAoC(Far more then who play GunZ) which is... sad.
I may never return to GunZ. I know I know, many have said the same and not come back... even I have said it before, and in the end, came back for another whirl. But now, it feels different. I don't even have a desire to play in the least, I haven't even pulled up the GZF website in weeks, and I haven't looked back.
I've been fighting this battle of GunZ for so long, and it's honestly drained me to the point where I don't care. Before, I was able to hold some people back from ruining GunZ with hackers... remember those weeks when IJJI was first out when it was hacker free? I was playing then. And when I quit, the hackers swarmed. I did not want to see the GunZ I knew ruined. I stopped preserving it, and I won't preserve it anymore. Let it burn for all I care.
If anything, I will encourage you guys to get away from this game. Try something else, and find something fun and enjoyable. Get involved with the community there, and I guarantee it will be like a breath of fresh air compared to GunZ.
To me, I am looking upon GunZ and it's community like a pit of rancid infestation. And rather then go in there and fight amongst the corrupted to cure it, just avoid it and let them rot away.
When I think about it, I know.. Sure, I could take a stand. I could fight to the very end, and probably make a difference, even if it's only a little. But is it worth the effort required, for such an impact? I don't think so anymore.
I won't say GunZ is completely dead to me. Not yet. But at the rate things are going, it won't take long before it gets there. I'll see how things progress, and let you guys know.
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
WoW vs. GunZ
Is WoW really better then GunZ? Let's look at things objectively and find out!
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Playerbase -
WoW: 8million+ paying subscribers worldwide, and growing.
vs.
GunZ: Roughly 20,000-30,000 players worldwide, maybe 10,000 who've paid
Character Creation -
WoW: 10 Different Playable Races, 9 Different Classes, 20+ Ways to customize each races/genders hair, haircolor, skin color, features, etc.
vs.
GunZ: Choose either male or female, and choose one of four hairstyles, and one of four faces.
Character Customization -
WoW: 100's and 100's of unique weapons and armors for each level and class, each possessing it's own unique look. Variety of different builds/specializations for each class which can be changed to fit the role you want, over 8 professions to choose from.
vs.
GunZ: Currently less then 10 armor sets to customize your appearance. If you aren't wearing one of two armor sets, you're character is gimped. Two weapons to choose from(SG or Rev), if you aren't using one of those, your character is gimped.
World -
WoW: Explore three different continents, each with multitudes of vast cities, landscapes, zones, monsters, NPCs, dungeons. Constantly changing landscape so you aren't stuck with the same old places all day. A world so big you could spend 8+ hours on a single continent exploring and you couldn't even see half of what there is to experience.
vs.
GunZ: 10-15 Maps, with 80% of the maps being places nobody even plays. Each map is generic and bland, and takes less then 5 minutes on each to see all there is to see.
Community -
WoW: 50% Jackasses, 50% Non-Jackasses.
vs.
GunZ: 95% Jackasses, 5% Non-Jackasses.
WoW: Easy to find people to have fun with. Many higher levels are gladly willing to help you out, and experienced players will usually not have a problem with helping you out. Forums are generally very helpful and free of rampant flaming, and it's not hard to find answers to a problem or advice.
vs.
GunZ: Rampant hackers, swappers, and worst of all, Europeans. New players seeking help are generally flamed and critisized, community in general is very elitist and isolates those not a member/supporter of a certain fad or clan. Non-pros are looked upon with much hatred, and everyone in the pro sector hates each other. Forum moderators are biased and retarded, and the community makes it completely impossible to have any sort of reasonable discussion without chants of "OMG SERIOUS BUSINESS"
Age -
WoW: Most players are 18-21, with some being younger and some being older at about an equal ratio.
vs.
GunZ: Most players are 14, give or take a year or so. A very small handful are older, and an uncomfortable mass are younger.
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I can't go on any longer, this is too painful.
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Playerbase -
WoW: 8million+ paying subscribers worldwide, and growing.
vs.
GunZ: Roughly 20,000-30,000 players worldwide, maybe 10,000 who've paid
Character Creation -
WoW: 10 Different Playable Races, 9 Different Classes, 20+ Ways to customize each races/genders hair, haircolor, skin color, features, etc.
vs.
GunZ: Choose either male or female, and choose one of four hairstyles, and one of four faces.
Character Customization -
WoW: 100's and 100's of unique weapons and armors for each level and class, each possessing it's own unique look. Variety of different builds/specializations for each class which can be changed to fit the role you want, over 8 professions to choose from.
vs.
GunZ: Currently less then 10 armor sets to customize your appearance. If you aren't wearing one of two armor sets, you're character is gimped. Two weapons to choose from(SG or Rev), if you aren't using one of those, your character is gimped.
World -
WoW: Explore three different continents, each with multitudes of vast cities, landscapes, zones, monsters, NPCs, dungeons. Constantly changing landscape so you aren't stuck with the same old places all day. A world so big you could spend 8+ hours on a single continent exploring and you couldn't even see half of what there is to experience.
vs.
GunZ: 10-15 Maps, with 80% of the maps being places nobody even plays. Each map is generic and bland, and takes less then 5 minutes on each to see all there is to see.
Community -
WoW: 50% Jackasses, 50% Non-Jackasses.
vs.
GunZ: 95% Jackasses, 5% Non-Jackasses.
WoW: Easy to find people to have fun with. Many higher levels are gladly willing to help you out, and experienced players will usually not have a problem with helping you out. Forums are generally very helpful and free of rampant flaming, and it's not hard to find answers to a problem or advice.
vs.
GunZ: Rampant hackers, swappers, and worst of all, Europeans. New players seeking help are generally flamed and critisized, community in general is very elitist and isolates those not a member/supporter of a certain fad or clan. Non-pros are looked upon with much hatred, and everyone in the pro sector hates each other. Forum moderators are biased and retarded, and the community makes it completely impossible to have any sort of reasonable discussion without chants of "OMG SERIOUS BUSINESS"
Age -
WoW: Most players are 18-21, with some being younger and some being older at about an equal ratio.
vs.
GunZ: Most players are 14, give or take a year or so. A very small handful are older, and an uncomfortable mass are younger.
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I can't go on any longer, this is too painful.
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
They just can't let me go
http://www.gunzfactor.com/forums/f43/58359-nominate_biggest_ego_gunz.html
Guess who won? AryaVarwin, of course.
Even though i've logged onto GunZ once in the past month and a half, and haven't been on GZF in a while, people choose me over players who are still playing.
Clear evidence that people, no matter how hard they try, will never let AryaVarwin go, even if she's gone. Just as people could not let Kraise go even though he quit and lost all of his status as top GunZ player.
It's an honor to be one of two unforgettable GunZ names. Thanks a lot guys. :)
In other news, it's a bit hilarious. I've been semi-active on an alternate name on GZF. I haven't changed my personality one bit to try to disguise it, yet I don't think anyone has been able to see through me. It's kind of funny how different people will treat someone when there's a different word beside their messages.
Anyway, i'm off guys. See you soon.
Guess who won? AryaVarwin, of course.
Even though i've logged onto GunZ once in the past month and a half, and haven't been on GZF in a while, people choose me over players who are still playing.
Clear evidence that people, no matter how hard they try, will never let AryaVarwin go, even if she's gone. Just as people could not let Kraise go even though he quit and lost all of his status as top GunZ player.
It's an honor to be one of two unforgettable GunZ names. Thanks a lot guys. :)
In other news, it's a bit hilarious. I've been semi-active on an alternate name on GZF. I haven't changed my personality one bit to try to disguise it, yet I don't think anyone has been able to see through me. It's kind of funny how different people will treat someone when there's a different word beside their messages.
Anyway, i'm off guys. See you soon.
Monday, February 5, 2007
Getting Duller and Duller...
I logged onto GunZ recently for about an hour, just for laughs. As I played, I realized just how lackluster the overall game is itself.
When I joined the duel game, it didn't seem fun to me. It didn't excite me, it didn't thrill me, it was just "yeah yeah another game. we'll both use predictable, boring SG spam and old, worn out K-Style moves until one of us gets lucky enough to land a PB or two and dies" Of course, don't dare confuse me for the Curse scrubs who like to say "OMG I NOT TRYING LOL" or that i'm trying to seem like the game itself is so easy, it's boring. It's not really that. A lot of the opponents I faced really were somewhat skilled and I wasn't sleeping at the keyboard.
Anyway, I played the duel game, got to 20-0, and left because I saw an interesting opponent elsewhere dueling. In that game, I was called "aimbotter" "hacker" "PB cheats" and after several rounds, I heard people saying "he's not the best, i've seen better.." This was all totally unwarmed, and VERY out of practice.
I left the game and joined a 4player duel where [F]Hiata was 17-0 and stomping some random scrubs. If there's one thing I love, it's ruining peoples precious streaks. Got up against him, first round... and I lost. I knew I got him to low, but to his credit, he landed some pretty deadly PBs.
Next I came up, I killed him with relative ease. Immediatly he left the game, and rejoined. I guess a 21-1 score is worthy of a rejoin to him. Got up to him again, killed him again. Another rejoin. Killed him a third time, and he left... but this time, he didn't come back.
I won't even mention the level advantage he had over me....
GunZ is getting duller and duller to me. But before I stopped playing, i'm really glad I got to play with what people consider one of the best. I'll remember the events of today before ever challenging the elite of the great clan Flower again.
When I joined the duel game, it didn't seem fun to me. It didn't excite me, it didn't thrill me, it was just "yeah yeah another game. we'll both use predictable, boring SG spam and old, worn out K-Style moves until one of us gets lucky enough to land a PB or two and dies" Of course, don't dare confuse me for the Curse scrubs who like to say "OMG I NOT TRYING LOL" or that i'm trying to seem like the game itself is so easy, it's boring. It's not really that. A lot of the opponents I faced really were somewhat skilled and I wasn't sleeping at the keyboard.
Anyway, I played the duel game, got to 20-0, and left because I saw an interesting opponent elsewhere dueling. In that game, I was called "aimbotter" "hacker" "PB cheats" and after several rounds, I heard people saying "he's not the best, i've seen better.." This was all totally unwarmed, and VERY out of practice.
I left the game and joined a 4player duel where [F]Hiata was 17-0 and stomping some random scrubs. If there's one thing I love, it's ruining peoples precious streaks. Got up against him, first round... and I lost. I knew I got him to low, but to his credit, he landed some pretty deadly PBs.
Next I came up, I killed him with relative ease. Immediatly he left the game, and rejoined. I guess a 21-1 score is worthy of a rejoin to him. Got up to him again, killed him again. Another rejoin. Killed him a third time, and he left... but this time, he didn't come back.
I won't even mention the level advantage he had over me....
GunZ is getting duller and duller to me. But before I stopped playing, i'm really glad I got to play with what people consider one of the best. I'll remember the events of today before ever challenging the elite of the great clan Flower again.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
Still Waiting
It's been a day, and nothing so far.
Come on anti-Arya fanboys, quit hiding behind anonymous names and posting your weak arguments in the comments and let's discuss this.
Mister ANONYMOUS thinks he has a case against me, so this is for you ANONYMOUS.
It's humerous that peoples only justification to GzFs actions regarding mine + other peoples banning is "WELL ITS CITIZENS SITE SO HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS"... which by saying that, you are basically confirming that you nor anyone else can justify and give a proper reason for a banning.
Honestly, it's kind of childish to censor and ban someone just because you dislike them. When did I ever once state that Citizen COULDN'T ban me? Exactly. There's no one here saying he doesn't have the power to ban who he wants. But by making statements like "He can do what he wants with his site" you are INDIRECTLY confirming everything i've posted here. Banning someone just because you dislike them is the very essence of corruption.
As for people whos response to Anthops infraction being "ITS JUST ONE INFRACTION NO BIG DEAL" right? Just because I mention one happening regarding a corrupt mod decision does NOT mean it ends there. EVERY infraction I recieved was invalid, and I could go on telling you about them. But I won't.
I will mention the fact that just days after I recieved that infraction, I was modded by local forum rat Anga, and this is his reason he gave me:
"You can make comments about their skill all you want, but can you be more mature and not flame the person directly?"
Basically, I made a post about a hotshot who thought he was "pro" and insulted him in the process. Before you look at anything else, think back: I was modded by Anthop and told not to insult peoples skill, but NOW I get modded by Anga saying it's okay to talk about their skill as long as I don't resort to flaming them.
I messaged Anga about this, and the PM exchange we had went kind something like this:
Arya: Hi you just infracted me and said I could talk about someones skill without flaming them.
Anga: Yeah I did.
Arya: But I was modded earlier by Anthop because I was told NOT to insult someones skill.
Anga: What?
Arya: Anthop modded me days ago for insulting someones skill, but now you're telling me I should insult their skill and that's fine as long as I don't flame them, even though the only reason I was resorting to flaming them was because your mod just told me not to talk about their skill.
Anga: UHHHH..... Well the mods don't have two way radios or anything!!
Arya: So...?
Anga: So just live with the infractions they aren't a big deal ROFL!
I could go on for page after page talking about the other infractions or examples of mod corruption that I have seen personally, and I know many people who read this can share their own run ins with the stupidity of the GzF mods.
Case and point is, it's stupidity to say that just because someone mentions only one example of mod corruption does NOT mean there isn't others present.
I'm tired today, so that's all. I'm still patiently waiting for someone to accept my challenge and quit hiding behind an Anonymous name making these witty comments and saying "IF YOU DONT POST THIS YOUR CENSORING ME" Get a life.
Come on anti-Arya fanboys, quit hiding behind anonymous names and posting your weak arguments in the comments and let's discuss this.
Mister ANONYMOUS thinks he has a case against me, so this is for you ANONYMOUS.
It's humerous that peoples only justification to GzFs actions regarding mine + other peoples banning is "WELL ITS CITIZENS SITE SO HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS"... which by saying that, you are basically confirming that you nor anyone else can justify and give a proper reason for a banning.
Honestly, it's kind of childish to censor and ban someone just because you dislike them. When did I ever once state that Citizen COULDN'T ban me? Exactly. There's no one here saying he doesn't have the power to ban who he wants. But by making statements like "He can do what he wants with his site" you are INDIRECTLY confirming everything i've posted here. Banning someone just because you dislike them is the very essence of corruption.
As for people whos response to Anthops infraction being "ITS JUST ONE INFRACTION NO BIG DEAL" right? Just because I mention one happening regarding a corrupt mod decision does NOT mean it ends there. EVERY infraction I recieved was invalid, and I could go on telling you about them. But I won't.
I will mention the fact that just days after I recieved that infraction, I was modded by local forum rat Anga, and this is his reason he gave me:
"You can make comments about their skill all you want, but can you be more mature and not flame the person directly?"
Basically, I made a post about a hotshot who thought he was "pro" and insulted him in the process. Before you look at anything else, think back: I was modded by Anthop and told not to insult peoples skill, but NOW I get modded by Anga saying it's okay to talk about their skill as long as I don't resort to flaming them.
I messaged Anga about this, and the PM exchange we had went kind something like this:
Arya: Hi you just infracted me and said I could talk about someones skill without flaming them.
Anga: Yeah I did.
Arya: But I was modded earlier by Anthop because I was told NOT to insult someones skill.
Anga: What?
Arya: Anthop modded me days ago for insulting someones skill, but now you're telling me I should insult their skill and that's fine as long as I don't flame them, even though the only reason I was resorting to flaming them was because your mod just told me not to talk about their skill.
Anga: UHHHH..... Well the mods don't have two way radios or anything!!
Arya: So...?
Anga: So just live with the infractions they aren't a big deal ROFL!
I could go on for page after page talking about the other infractions or examples of mod corruption that I have seen personally, and I know many people who read this can share their own run ins with the stupidity of the GzF mods.
Case and point is, it's stupidity to say that just because someone mentions only one example of mod corruption does NOT mean there isn't others present.
I'm tired today, so that's all. I'm still patiently waiting for someone to accept my challenge and quit hiding behind an Anonymous name making these witty comments and saying "IF YOU DONT POST THIS YOUR CENSORING ME" Get a life.
A Challenge, and An Opportunity
Daily on this blog, i've insulted, degraded, and generally belittled a group of people. Anti-Arya bandwagon, GzF staff, etc. But it's not all about what I have to say. After all, this is The Uncensored Truth. Hell even i'll admit sometimes my opinions are a bit one sided, but whose aren't?
So i'm giving you a challenge, and a chance.
Anti-Arya fanboys. Curse members. GzF supporters. ANYONE in the GzF staff. I am spitting in your face, and extending a challenge to ANYONE who opposes me. But not in GunZ.
I want you to contact me 1on1 and tell me why you think i'm wrong and why you're right. Without insults, without name-calling, just a civil, mannered debate. If you have any statements to make about me or the things I say, BACK THEM UP, and i'll tell you why I think you're wrong.
The entire convo will be logged and put on here, unedited, so everyone can see what you really think. The people can decide whos in the right, and whos in the wrong.
Why am I doing this? Because I know that my enemies don't have the balls to challenge me, because they WILL lose. Truth prevails. That's the motto of the Czech Republic, and that's what I believe in very strongly. I side myself with the truth, and I will NOT support lies or weak causes, and anyone who knows me can say the same.
I'm strongly hoping that a big name in the community will come forth and speak their mind, so I can make a fool out of them. But I highly doubt it will happen.
If you're up for the challenge, this needs to be done via MSN, though I MAY do AIM if it's all you have and I think it's worth it to bother with that POS. All you have to do is leave a comment to THIS posting with your MSN/AIM contacting, who you are in the community, and I will get in touch.
Now's your chance guys. I'm waiting.
So i'm giving you a challenge, and a chance.
Anti-Arya fanboys. Curse members. GzF supporters. ANYONE in the GzF staff. I am spitting in your face, and extending a challenge to ANYONE who opposes me. But not in GunZ.
I want you to contact me 1on1 and tell me why you think i'm wrong and why you're right. Without insults, without name-calling, just a civil, mannered debate. If you have any statements to make about me or the things I say, BACK THEM UP, and i'll tell you why I think you're wrong.
The entire convo will be logged and put on here, unedited, so everyone can see what you really think. The people can decide whos in the right, and whos in the wrong.
Why am I doing this? Because I know that my enemies don't have the balls to challenge me, because they WILL lose. Truth prevails. That's the motto of the Czech Republic, and that's what I believe in very strongly. I side myself with the truth, and I will NOT support lies or weak causes, and anyone who knows me can say the same.
I'm strongly hoping that a big name in the community will come forth and speak their mind, so I can make a fool out of them. But I highly doubt it will happen.
If you're up for the challenge, this needs to be done via MSN, though I MAY do AIM if it's all you have and I think it's worth it to bother with that POS. All you have to do is leave a comment to THIS posting with your MSN/AIM contacting, who you are in the community, and I will get in touch.
Now's your chance guys. I'm waiting.
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